I need help. More like my friends need help...It's now the end of the semester and alot of the exchange students/my friends are leaving back to Japan. Well my closest friends seem to have developed this binge drinking problem over the past few weeks, and I'm starting to get really bothered/concerned. and I, used to be best friends with 3 particular exchange students, and now it really seems like they don't really want anything to do with us...all that matters to them is the drinking.

I understand that alot of their other friends are leaving, but what are we? They won't even give us the time of day. Am I just overreacting?

Paramore's new CD "Brand New Eyes" came out yesterday! It's a pretty amazing album, so you should pick it up sometime, or listen to it on their myspace! Amazing songs, with even more amazing lyrics. Paramores' style is really maturing, and it sounds so much more developed than earlier albums. I really love it.

Other than that, I'll give you guys the 411 on whats going on in my life.
College is getting to be difficult.
I'm so stressed out lately, and I feel so behind in my school work. Just like numerous college students, my social life has become more important to me than my studying. This is bad, because now I don't have the motivation to study or do homework anymore, or even attend classes! I still do all of these, I just hate every second of it. idk, maybe everyone goes through this. But I'm also having problems with money. I can't get a job now, I'm WAY Too busy with shit. I wanted a job, I need a job..but like I said, my social life has got the best of me. Not only am I busy with classes and friends, I'm in numerous clubs too. And stupid me, I keep volunteering myself for shit, so on top of all of that, I have these responsibilities to attend too. It's getting to be a little much. D:

AND ON TOP OF ALL OF THAT, I have a boyfriend now :3 The guy I mentioned before in my previous journal. He's Japanese, and his name is Yusuke.

SO I started college a couple weeks ago. It's about everything I thought it would be, and frankly, I like it a lot. I'm not a huge fan of all the reading and homework, and actually, the art classes are really difficult for me. It's almost self-esteem lowering. BUT I've met sooooo many new people, and I've made friends with alot of the Japanese/Korean exchange students. INFACT, there is this transfer student from Japan, whom I really like :3 He's gorgeous.

But about the art classes, my Major is Fine Arts with an emphasis in illustration, and I'm not sure I wanna stay with it. Art is my life, but this is just ridiculous. I was so used to doing things how I knew how to do them, and now here's all these new rules with measuring and gesturing, and I hate it. I feel so stupid in my art classes. D: Anyone else feel like this?!


Btw, I like Korean music now :3

- Write eight things about yourself.
- At the end, post the icons of eight people you wish to tag.
- Go to each person's page and tell them they've been tagged.

1. I don't draw nearly as much as I used too..

2. I used to eat Ramen and drink Mountain Dew everyday for breakfast.

3. I've gained so much weight I can't even look in a mirror anymore.

4. I Love to sing, and I don't think I'm THAT terrible at it.

5. I lost a home to a tornado.

6. I'm majoring in Art, but I'm really afraid I'm going to be a starving artist.

7. I saw a man fall from the second floor at Mall of America

8. All my friends think I stalk and obsess about Hayley Williams from Paramore. I'm Just a fan :<
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~I tag whoever wants to do this thaaang.